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by Jela Schmidt

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1.
Hold my Light I am always surprised that not everybody knows The feeling of dread and fear that only grows and grows Until it covers everything, swallows every hope And I just wish someone could help me cope When the brightness hurts my eyes, will you hold my light? Will you keep it safe, burning through the night? So my darkness does not dim it, does not steal the glow So I can rest and sleep and be sure to know That when the shadows lift and I can once more see You are there and can return my light to me I know that when it hits me, I always turn away That I grow cold and distant and keep people at bay When you cannot read my tone, my stance or my face It means I have already lost the race When the brightness hurts my eyes, will you hold my light? Will you keep it safe, burning through the night? So my darkness does not dim it, does not steal the glow So I can rest and sleep and be sure to know That when the shadows lift and I can once more see You are there and can return my light to me When I push you away, is when I need your aid When I say „oh its nothing“ it means that I‘m afraid When I end each sentence laughing, when I smile too bright It means I really need you by my side When the brightness hurts my eyes, will you hold my light? Will you keep it safe, burning through the night? So my darkness does not dim it, does not steal the glow So I can rest and sleep and be sure to know That when the shadows lift and I can once more see You are there and can return my light to me Please take care and then return my light to me
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Cinderella Story I lived in a fairytale that is both new and old You've heard it often but there are things you're never told I will not lie but I will try to tell the other side Of tears and of pain, of love that's been denied I tell you of a girl who has always been alone, of a mother, who was evil, and a house that was no home He was her second husband, she was his second wife They married in the hope to start a second life He could not learn to love her ambition and her pride She could not forgive that he still mourned his first bride He and his daughter had a bond we could not share, so my mother, she turned evil, my new father didn't care I’d longed to have a sister, a friend to share my heart But she resented me and mother as intruders, from the start I did not wish her harm, but I envied what she had A home a place and friends, a kind and caring dad I was afraid of many things but what scared me most, was a mother who was evil and a man who loved a ghost When my sister met her destiny, a prince she could wed The house turned cold and empty, my new fathers' eyes turned sad His grief turned to anger and so he turned on me My mother locked me out and I had nowhere to flee He had lost at his daughters wedding all that he held dear, for my mother was still evil so my nights were filled with fear May they live forever after, happy, or near enough Romance will turn to partnership, as the fairytale wears off My sister'll be content as any mother sure can be Her prince, the gentle ruler, will bounce babies on his knee But amid all that glory, I just want to remind, every Cinderella Story holds a girl who's left behind

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These are recordings that are not just live or quick phone scratch recordings, but some that I sat down and invested time in.
They are still home studio quality, but without glitches or mess ups.

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released March 30, 2020

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Jela Schmidt Germany

I make music for fun. Some of my music is fun, some is serious, some is both.
On this page you will find home recordings, no professional studio albums.

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